I am visiting my parents for the weekend. And like clock work she comments on me being single. Like there we were eating at the Cafe and we were sitting by a window. Outside the window this woman and her baby were sitting. He was a cute baby, kept smiling at us and my mom says, "You need to hurry up and find someone, so I can have grandchildren.". Seriously? Do I have to be reminded how single I am, everytime I come to visit?? Plus every single guy around my age, she suggest me I should date...and it's like, please just be paitent. I am not that desperate that I will just go for any guy who is qualifies as a homosapian. I just want someone that I am attracted to, too. I don't want to settle. Errrr



Though if Prince William is available and willing, I will marry him the day I meet him. Always wanted to be a princess.....

WANTED:

If you find this man please send him over to me. I have a nice home. with a comfy bed. I will make sure all his needs are met. Thank you. :)

A girl can dream, right?

Awake!

Isonmiac is what I have, I believe. To many things going on in my brain. I listened to a wonderful conversation at dinner today, which left me thinking. Well my friends and I are sittinge at the table at a restruant eating and my friend's boyfriend asked, "Do you think "Bob" is going to proposed to "Sally" in China." Yeah Bob is my exboyfriend who taking his new girlfriend to China...he never took me to China :(. They have been together for a year. Yes I remember how long they have been together since I was there when they met. During a wonderful trip to Hawaii with a college group. She was one of the people in our group...Sally met Bob and Bob got googly eyes for Sally and a few weeks after the trip they became a couple.
I notice even though I was I little jealous of the fact he never took me to China and we were together year and half, I didn't get that pain in my heart. I just didn't care. Which is good when don't care what your exes do or married....moving on is good. Only took me 2 years.

I just not sure how I will act if I see Bob is engaged to Sally on my facebook news feed. I am sure I will be jealous and I may feel that twinge of heartbreak but mostly jealously. Why does he have the privilege of finding someone and I don't? That is why I envy him he can date the younger college girls but guys who are more than two years apart from me are way too young our maturity level don't match. I want a man not a boy! Which this stupid town lacks.

Single?

Then you can relate to me. I am what seems to be terminal single syndrome. The guy's I may want to date, date my friends. The guys that want to date me for one don't appeal to me and number two may make me dress as Princess Leia and force me to go to a Star Trek convention...oh wait or is it Star Wars? You see I am clueless about that science fiction stuff...I just wish I could find a guy that I have something in common with, who loves what I love. Maybe why I am single is because I am too picky. Maybe I read too much fictional love stories about sparkling vampires that real guys arn't good enough for me now. Who knows?

I want to be happy and not settle on any guy. I think being picky is okay when it comes to trying to find the person you want to share your life with, that seems rational, right? So here is my blog and maybe no ever follows along but it will at least be a record of how I go through life as a single gal and maybe one day I'll be Mrs Couple....you never know.